January 2012
7 posts
July 2011
1 post
Moments without fear
I feel the balance returning to me. In the wake of all that was, and in the return to all that is, I can begin to find peace within the present moment. My life looks like hunger and desire, and my heart fills with love as sands do the hourglass. Day by day, grain by grain, all that is, is all that I am.
I am not who I ought to be,
I am not who I want to be,
I am not what I will be,
But I am...
May 2011
5 posts
WatchMUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
A peak into a Life as a Breakdancer.
As you walk into the lowly lit room, you can’t help but feel slightly suffocated by the damp and husky humidity of just over a hundred sweaty bodies dancing their insides out. I walk in with subtle but noticeable swagger confidently strutting in my new black and white Nike high tops, in skinny at the waist baggy at the ankles jeans, and group of like-minded people dressed in the same uniform....
WatchFor my loved ones.
April 2011
4 posts
Tell them.
Special, unique, beautiful, worthy, a creation and reflection of God, that’s what you are.
Today I opened my computer to see the beautiful face of a woman I’ve loved since the first and formless first time I saw her smile. Every little molecule of you exists within every little molecule in me. Every memory of you whether it be real or surreal has created my definition and belief in the mystery and...
The Middle Man
It seems like everything in my life exists in limbo. Sunken in a meretricious fissure, where my abilities are the envy of the amateurs, but primly spurned by the excellent. Allow me to elucidate.
In dance, I find myself garnering style and finally being able to communicate emotion with movements of my body. I am able to look sexy, confident, angry, silly, sad, gassed up, only using movements of...
Anonymous asked: why is harry clements so damn awesome?
I say this In Confidence.
Writing is like working out. Before you begin, there’s always the moment of “dam, this is gonna take awhile”. I am trying to make my writing a habit, but often times it’s easy to get lazy. I will be honest with you; my life is, as of this moment, a vacation. My responsibilities are limited only by my imagination. In fact, I have so much time on my hands that I have decided to start reading and...
March 2011
2 posts
Good Things Come In 4's
A quick up-date to keep you on the down-low.
There are 4 things right at this moment that are particularly enriching in my life.
First and Foremost, I must pay homage to my “Word Master” album. I found this little gem recently, and since it has been deluging me with the most cardinal words in the English language. Indeed, it is no figment of the mind to understand that a good vocabulary is beyond...
Therap-mee
It has been awhile since I have posted anything. I got lazy. Lazy and unmotivated.
Tim why did you get lazy and unmotivated?
I’m not sure Tim, I guess there are a few different reasons.
Like what?
Well initially I had just decided to take a break, so instead of being creative, I slept.
Ok. Go on.
And I had just gotten back from my trip with my brother, seeing and taking in beautiful parts of the...
February 2011
7 posts
Tired of Swearing Without Sophistication? →
WatchRaising the Brow.
The Best Compliment I Ever Got
There are some stories that you just love to tell people. They are the go-to stories for those initial stages of friendship, and the cool thing about these stories is that you FORGET how cool or meaningful they are UNTIL you are in a situation where a cool unique story in needed. As I have been studying abroad I have been put in quite a few situations where I have to dive deep into my cerebellum...
Growing Pains
As of this moment, I feel uncertain, shaken, and down.
The food I am cooking seems lifeless regardless of dousing it with salt.
I feel unmotivated, and the momentum I had be trying to build seems to have hit a brick wall.
I have sitting here staring at my computer screen, letting time waste me, however, in spite of these feelings I want to write a gratitude list, to see if I can shift my...
January 2011
15 posts
1 tag
Authentically-Awesome - Thoughts of a Skull...
Lately, I have been having strange little episodes of ebbing in-and-out of my own authenticity. When i first decided that i would live in a freezer, I assumed that it would be as easy as pie to just show up and that everyone would get the memo of how awesome and super cool I am. I assumed that i would be among like-minded folk, with an insatiable appetite for spiritual growth and SELF DISCOVERY!!!...
SuperForester Tahlia Presents: A Poem. On Things →
Beautiful times beauty plus warm feelings equals this.
Sweden So Far:
Sweden So Far:
So I got here a little over a week ago, and here is what I’ve seen and a little bit about people I have met.
The rumors are true, Sweden is cold as shit. Even in three layers I am consistently freezing my buns off. Half the people here are bulletproof and they don’t even know it. However, eventually you kind of get used to it, or so I’m told. I am waiting for that to happen. Lately...
Self Reflection With a side of Gratitude
Spanning a countryside covered in snow.
These are the things that I am becoming:
A man who is unafraid to openly admit that he loves himself, admires himself, wants the very best for himself, believes in himself, and is good enough for himself.
When I look in the mirror, over and over, the words “I love you, I cherish you, you are freaking awesome!” resonate off the tin walls of the train...
WHEN I WAS YOUNG I USED TO SLEEP WITH MY PUTTER
Looking back on it now, I can softly remember nights of sleep with my arms wrapped around the cold steel of my knock-off Oddysee mallet head putter. I can remember kissing the black cushion face as I slept with it close to my chest. So much hope. As the nights would deepen, the steel would become algid and cold, and I would have to separate from it or else feel a disconsolate resentment for...
YoUv'E BeEn FlAsHeD.... →
You’ve been flashed….
I keep waking up really early. I cant seem to stop it. Maybe its the time change, but its 6:53 AM, and i know i wont be able to go back to sleep. Yesterday was a really good day. Very fun. I was spontaneously chosen to play a minor but exciting role in a flash mob.
For those of you who DON’T know what a flash mob is, its basically an organized and spontaneous...
Places to Visit...
For Grandpa - Red Light District (Amsterdam)
For Sean- Bruge, Belgium (Stay in hostel)
For Dean- Greek Islands (During Summer For the European Holiday) Mikonos
For Nana - Spain, San Sebastian
For Celeste - Versailles, France
For Nicole - Switzerland (Find her a husband)
For Dad - Liverpool (home of the beatles)
I shall try everyone! Much Love!
WatchSo This is Rochelle.
She is lovely.
She is my muse.
She has attitude to spare.
She is one of the most important people in my world.
A great big heart, matched with a beautiful face,
love you dearly chelle, okkkk!!!!!
December 2010
5 posts
WatchMe and the SFSU Gospel Choir GETTIN HOLY.
Good Things To Know In The Spec-Life →
It's Coming Up...
my trip to sweden!! so excited. so thankful to be who i am, and have the opportunities i do. instead of making this the normal introduction blog about all of the hopes and dreams, and little silly things i plan to do with this blog. i think ill just skip it. skip it all. and just tell me, i love me. and tell you, i love you. and guess what. no you and me are in love. cool.